05-01-远大前程 [58]
You said something about it last time．
I explained my agreement with Clarrikers to make Herbert a partner．Nine hundred pounds still had to be paid．
‘And you will be happier if I pay this？’
‘Much happier．’
‘can't I help you yourself，Pip？’
‘There is nothing you can do，’I answered．
She wrote a cheque which she handed to me．‘Mr Jaggers will give you the money．And-here，Pip，’handing me another piece of paper，‘here is a note with my name on．If，one day，you can write under my name“I forgive her”，please do it．’
‘Oh Miss Havisham，’I said，‘I can do it now．We have all made mistakes．I can't be bitter with anyone．’
‘What have I done，Pip！'she cried，dropping to her knees in front of me．‘I should never have brought up Estella like that，or allowed you to be hurt！’
‘Could I ask you something about Estella？How and why did you adopt her？’
‘I never knew her parents，'she said quietly．‘I asked Jaggers to find a little girl for me to adopt，and he brought Estella here，when she was about three．’
We had no more to say to each other，and so I left．But on my way through the old garden I had a strange feeling that something was wrong，and I ran back upstairs to check that Miss Havisham was all right．As I opened the door of her room，I saw her sitting close to the fire．Suddenly a great flame lit the room．She turned and rushed towards me，screaming，her hair and clothes on fire．Somehow I managed to cover her with my coat and put out the flames with my hands．
I sent for a doctor，who cleaned her wounds．Her bed was placed on the great dining table，where her wedding cake had been，and she lay there，covered with a white sheet，half con-scions．I could not stay，but left her in the care of the doctor and several nurses，and returned to London．
My hands and right arm had been badly burnt．But al－though I was in great pain，I was desperate to know if Mag－witch was safe．
‘Everything's fine，’Handel，’Herbert told me calmly，as he gently put bandages on my hands．‘He seems much pleasanter than before．I actually like him now．Do you know，yesterday he was telling me about his past．Apparently at one time he was married to a young woman who was jealous of an-other woman．There was a fight， and his wife killed the other Luckily for her，she had a clever lawyer at her trial，and was never punished for the murder．She and Magwitch had a daughter， who Magwitch dearly loved Both wife and child disappeared after the trial， and he thought his wife must have killed their daughter．’
‘How old was the child？’I asked，trying to control my excitement．
‘She would have been about your age，if she had lived．’
‘Herbert，’ I said，‘am I ill or mad or anything？’
‘No，’replied Herbert， after examining me carefully，‘al-though you do look a little excited．’
‘Listen， Herbert．Magwitch is Estella's father．’
The next day，although I felt ill and weak，because of my burns，I went straight to Jaggers’office．He admitted that Estella was his housekeeper's daughter，adopted by Miss Hav-isham to give her the chance of a better life． But even he，the great Jaggers，did not know that Magwitch was Estella's father．
■ 16 郝薇香小姐认识到匹普蒙受了不少痛苦
当我第二天去看郝薇香小姐时，由于她的要求，她的屋子看来比以前更黑暗，我认识到，没有艾丝黛拉，她是多么的孤独，她伤心地看着我。
“告诉我，匹普”，她向我伸出手说，“我怎么才能帮助你的朋友？上一次有关这件事你说了一点儿。”
我解释我同克拉雷克斯的协议，让赫伯特有股份，仍然有900英镑必须支付。
“如果我支付这些，你会更高兴？”
“会很高兴。”
I explained my agreement with Clarrikers to make Herbert a partner．Nine hundred pounds still had to be paid．
‘And you will be happier if I pay this？’
‘Much happier．’
‘can't I help you yourself，Pip？’
‘There is nothing you can do，’I answered．
She wrote a cheque which she handed to me．‘Mr Jaggers will give you the money．And-here，Pip，’handing me another piece of paper，‘here is a note with my name on．If，one day，you can write under my name“I forgive her”，please do it．’
‘Oh Miss Havisham，’I said，‘I can do it now．We have all made mistakes．I can't be bitter with anyone．’
‘What have I done，Pip！'she cried，dropping to her knees in front of me．‘I should never have brought up Estella like that，or allowed you to be hurt！’
‘Could I ask you something about Estella？How and why did you adopt her？’
‘I never knew her parents，'she said quietly．‘I asked Jaggers to find a little girl for me to adopt，and he brought Estella here，when she was about three．’
We had no more to say to each other，and so I left．But on my way through the old garden I had a strange feeling that something was wrong，and I ran back upstairs to check that Miss Havisham was all right．As I opened the door of her room，I saw her sitting close to the fire．Suddenly a great flame lit the room．She turned and rushed towards me，screaming，her hair and clothes on fire．Somehow I managed to cover her with my coat and put out the flames with my hands．
I sent for a doctor，who cleaned her wounds．Her bed was placed on the great dining table，where her wedding cake had been，and she lay there，covered with a white sheet，half con-scions．I could not stay，but left her in the care of the doctor and several nurses，and returned to London．
My hands and right arm had been badly burnt．But al－though I was in great pain，I was desperate to know if Mag－witch was safe．
‘Everything's fine，’Handel，’Herbert told me calmly，as he gently put bandages on my hands．‘He seems much pleasanter than before．I actually like him now．Do you know，yesterday he was telling me about his past．Apparently at one time he was married to a young woman who was jealous of an-other woman．There was a fight， and his wife killed the other Luckily for her，she had a clever lawyer at her trial，and was never punished for the murder．She and Magwitch had a daughter， who Magwitch dearly loved Both wife and child disappeared after the trial， and he thought his wife must have killed their daughter．’
‘How old was the child？’I asked，trying to control my excitement．
‘She would have been about your age，if she had lived．’
‘Herbert，’ I said，‘am I ill or mad or anything？’
‘No，’replied Herbert， after examining me carefully，‘al-though you do look a little excited．’
‘Listen， Herbert．Magwitch is Estella's father．’
The next day，although I felt ill and weak，because of my burns，I went straight to Jaggers’office．He admitted that Estella was his housekeeper's daughter，adopted by Miss Hav-isham to give her the chance of a better life． But even he，the great Jaggers，did not know that Magwitch was Estella's father．
■ 16 郝薇香小姐认识到匹普蒙受了不少痛苦
当我第二天去看郝薇香小姐时，由于她的要求，她的屋子看来比以前更黑暗，我认识到，没有艾丝黛拉，她是多么的孤独，她伤心地看着我。
“告诉我，匹普”，她向我伸出手说，“我怎么才能帮助你的朋友？上一次有关这件事你说了一点儿。”
我解释我同克拉雷克斯的协议，让赫伯特有股份，仍然有900英镑必须支付。
“如果我支付这些，你会更高兴？”
“会很高兴。”