06-04-苔丝 [27]
her feelings.She remembered the Sunday mornings of her girlhood,and sang:‘Oh sun and moon… Oh stars… Oh children of men… Praise the Lord! Praise Him for ever!’ until she stopped suddenly and murmured, ‘But perhaps I don't quite know the Lord yet.’
This was probably a pagan feeling in a religious form. People who live in the country and are close to nature, like Tess,keep many of the pagan ideas of their ancestors in their souls.Religion learned in church comes much later, and does not touch them deeply.
Tess was happy to be making her way independently in life. She really wanted to live honestly and work hard,unlike her father.Tess had her mother's energy and the energy of her youth to help her recover from her experience. Women do usually live through such experiences.‘Where there's life there's hope’ is still true for most‘betrayed’women.
As Tess,full of enthusiasm,came downhill towards the dairy,she suddenly heard the milking call,again and again, from all parts of the valley.It was half-past four, when the dairy people brought in the cows. Tess followed the red and white animals,with their great bags of milk under them,into the farmyard. She saw the long sheds, and the wooden posts, shining and smooth where the cows had rubbed against them over the years. She saw the cows between the posts,the sun throwing their shadows on the wall as carefully as a painter paints a beautiful king or queen.As the cows waited for their turn,the milk fell in drops on the ground.
The dairymaids and men had come from their cottages as they saw the cows arriving from the fields. Each girl sat on her three-legged stool as she milked,her right cheek resting on the cow's body,watching Tess arrive.The men milked with their hats low over their eyes and did not see her.One of them was a middle-aged man,the head-dairyman she was looking for.He worked six days a week in his white milking clothes, milking and butter-making, and on the seventh he wore his best suit to take his family proudly to church. Because of this people nearby used to say:
Dairyman Dick
All the week,
On Sundays Mister Richard Crick.
Most dairymen are usually bad-tempered at milking time, but Mr Crick was glad to get a new dairymaid at this busy time of the year.So he received Tess warmly and asked her how her family were.
‘When I was a boy I knew your part of the country very well,’be said.‘An old woman of ninety—she's dead now but she used to live near here—she once told me there was an ancient noble family of a name like yours,who came from here originally.But I didn't take any notice of an old woman like that.’
‘Oh no, that's just a story,’said Tess.
Then Mr Crick turned to business.‘You can milk well,my girl?I don't want my cows drying up,especially just now.’
‘Oh yes,I can,’answered Tess.
He looked at her delicate hands and pale face.
‘Quite sure you're strong enough for this sort of life? It's comfortable enough here for rough country people but it's hard work.’
‘Oh yes,I'm strong enough. I'm used to hard work,’Tess insisted.
‘Well,have some tea and something to eat.You've had a long journey,’he said kindly.
‘No,I'd rather begin milking straight away,’said Tess. ‘I'll just drink a little milk first.’
This surprised Dairyman Crick,who appeared never to have thought of milk as a drink.
‘Oh,if you can swallow it,have some,’he said,holding the bucket for her to drink from.‘I haven't touched any for years. It would lie in my stomach like a stone,so it would. Now,try that one and see how you get on.’And he pointed to the nearest cow.
As soon as Tess was on her stool under the cow, and the milk was pouring between her fingers into the bucket,she really felt that her
This was probably a pagan feeling in a religious form. People who live in the country and are close to nature, like Tess,keep many of the pagan ideas of their ancestors in their souls.Religion learned in church comes much later, and does not touch them deeply.
Tess was happy to be making her way independently in life. She really wanted to live honestly and work hard,unlike her father.Tess had her mother's energy and the energy of her youth to help her recover from her experience. Women do usually live through such experiences.‘Where there's life there's hope’ is still true for most‘betrayed’women.
As Tess,full of enthusiasm,came downhill towards the dairy,she suddenly heard the milking call,again and again, from all parts of the valley.It was half-past four, when the dairy people brought in the cows. Tess followed the red and white animals,with their great bags of milk under them,into the farmyard. She saw the long sheds, and the wooden posts, shining and smooth where the cows had rubbed against them over the years. She saw the cows between the posts,the sun throwing their shadows on the wall as carefully as a painter paints a beautiful king or queen.As the cows waited for their turn,the milk fell in drops on the ground.
The dairymaids and men had come from their cottages as they saw the cows arriving from the fields. Each girl sat on her three-legged stool as she milked,her right cheek resting on the cow's body,watching Tess arrive.The men milked with their hats low over their eyes and did not see her.One of them was a middle-aged man,the head-dairyman she was looking for.He worked six days a week in his white milking clothes, milking and butter-making, and on the seventh he wore his best suit to take his family proudly to church. Because of this people nearby used to say:
Dairyman Dick
All the week,
On Sundays Mister Richard Crick.
Most dairymen are usually bad-tempered at milking time, but Mr Crick was glad to get a new dairymaid at this busy time of the year.So he received Tess warmly and asked her how her family were.
‘When I was a boy I knew your part of the country very well,’be said.‘An old woman of ninety—she's dead now but she used to live near here—she once told me there was an ancient noble family of a name like yours,who came from here originally.But I didn't take any notice of an old woman like that.’
‘Oh no, that's just a story,’said Tess.
Then Mr Crick turned to business.‘You can milk well,my girl?I don't want my cows drying up,especially just now.’
‘Oh yes,I can,’answered Tess.
He looked at her delicate hands and pale face.
‘Quite sure you're strong enough for this sort of life? It's comfortable enough here for rough country people but it's hard work.’
‘Oh yes,I'm strong enough. I'm used to hard work,’Tess insisted.
‘Well,have some tea and something to eat.You've had a long journey,’he said kindly.
‘No,I'd rather begin milking straight away,’said Tess. ‘I'll just drink a little milk first.’
This surprised Dairyman Crick,who appeared never to have thought of milk as a drink.
‘Oh,if you can swallow it,have some,’he said,holding the bucket for her to drink from.‘I haven't touched any for years. It would lie in my stomach like a stone,so it would. Now,try that one and see how you get on.’And he pointed to the nearest cow.
As soon as Tess was on her stool under the cow, and the milk was pouring between her fingers into the bucket,she really felt that her