03-01-01-弗兰肯斯坦 [14]
. I left the hotel and returned to Geneva as fast as I could.My father and Ernest were safe,but the awful news of Elizabeth's death killed my father.He had loved Elizabeth dearly. He be-came ill,and after a few days he died in my arms.So the evil monster had brought unhappiness and death to a dear old man who had never hurt anybody.
I do not know what happened next.I think I left the real world, and entered a dangerous world of dreams and madness.Later I found that they had put me in prison because of my madness.
After many months they let me free.I had only one wish—to find and kill the monster.
■ 13
婚礼之后我们的大批朋友都来我们家聚会。聚会开始后,我和伊丽莎白向他们道了别并离开度蜜月去了。我们首先乘船旅行,并计划晚上在湖对岸的一家旅馆过夜。群山和湖泊宁静而美丽,我和伊丽莎白终于结合在了一起。我几个月来第一次、也是最后一次享受到了幸福的感觉。
傍晚风刮得更猛了,不久还来了一场大的暴风雨。每一个声响都让我恐惧,我一直把手放在外套下面的枪上。我在每个阴暗处都看到了那个怪物。突然间我意识到这场搏斗对于伊丽莎白来说将会是多么恐怖。我让她上床睡觉而我则决定去寻找那个怪物。我打算在确信怪物不在旅馆及其附近后再回到伊丽莎白身边。
伊丽莎白离开了我,我搜寻了旅馆里的每一个角落——每一个黑暗的门厅和楼梯。我没能找到他,于是便开始希望他并没有随我们到旅馆来。但是突然间我听到了一声可怕的尖叫。
那是从我们的房间里传出来的。
于是我明白过来了——但已经是太晚了。怪物曾许诺要在我的新婚之夜跟着我的,但他并未打算要杀了我。
尖叫声又一次传来,我于是跑到了我们的房间。我为什么没有在当时当地便死去呢?
床上,伊丽莎白静静地躺着,在冰冷中长眠。我把她抱在怀中……并看见了凶手在她脖子上留下的指痕。
旅馆里的其他人听到了尖叫声,他们走进了我们的房间。我让其中的一人去报警。其他人走后,留下我一个人在痛苦中煎熬。我紧紧地搂着伊丽莎白,而我抱着她时看见怪物正透过开着的窗户看着我。他的脸上挂着邪恶的笑容。我从外套中拔出枪朝他开了火。我没有打中,他从窗户处跑开并跳到了湖里。其他人听到了枪声便又来到了那个房间。我将怪物跳湖之处指给他们看。我们在湖边搜寻,但没能找到他。我回到房间里躺到我亲爱的妻子身旁。
突然间我有了另外一个可怕的想法:也许我父亲这时正在同那个怪物打斗并且欧内斯特已死在他的脚边。
我离开旅馆并以尽最快的速度赶回了日内瓦。我父亲和欧内斯特都平安无事,但伊丽莎白死去的噩耗夺去了我父亲的生命。他曾深深地爱着伊丽莎白。他病倒了,几天之后便死在了我的怀里。这样那个邪恶的怪物将不幸和死亡带给了从未伤害过任何人的我那亲爱的老人。
我不知道接下去会发生什么。我想我当时离开了现实的世界而进入了梦幻和疯狂的危险境界。后来我才知道他们当时因为我疯狂而把我送进了监狱。
好几个月之后他们释放了我。我只有一个愿望——找到并杀死那个怪物。
■ 14
I decided to leave Geneva for ever.I took all the money that I needed,and left the town.Before I left,I went to visit the place where William,Elizabeth,and my father lay at rest.I stood there and promised them that I would stay alive until I had killed the monster.
A loud,evil laugh rang out through the silent night.Then I heard the monsters's voice:‘It pleases me that you have decided to live, because that is just what I want.’
I ran towards the voice,but I could not catch the monster.I saw him running away, but he ran faster than any man could go—too fast for me to catch. But I followed him,and I have been following him since that day.I shall stay alive until I can catch him.He wants me to live as long as possible.He wants me to feel,day after day,the pain and misery that he has given me.He leaves messages to tell me where he is.He knows that I shall follow him.
I am only happy when I am asleep.I dream that I am with my family, and Elizabeth and Henry.When I am awake,I look forward to my death, to the day when I shall be with them.
In his last message the monster told me that he was going north.He wanted to take me where the cold would hurt me and make me more miserable.I followed him to the cold lands of the north,and bought dogs and a sledge.Until now, he has always left me further and further behind when I chase him.But the dogs were very fast and I was getting closer and closer to him.Soon he was only one day's journey in front of me.He was going towards the sea, and I hoped to catch him before he reached it.The chase over the ice continued for about three weeks.The pain from the cold was very great,and I began to lose hope.I thought I would never catch him.My dogs could not run much further, and one of them died.Then I saw some-thing on the ice in front of me.It was the monster and his sledge.Suddenly I was full of hope again,and I gave a great shout of happiness.
I got closer and closer to him.Then a great storm started.The ice began to break,and the sea carried him away from me.My sledge was broken,and I lost my dogs.I was left on a piece of ice that was becoming smaller all the time.Many hours went by,and then I saw your ship.The rest you know. I ask you,Captain Walton,to chase the monster and kill him.Do not listen to what he says.He knows how to argue,and perhaps you will feel sorry for him.But remember that he is evil.Remember the deaths of William,Justine,Henry Clerval,Elizabeth,my father…and remember me
I do not know what happened next.I think I left the real world, and entered a dangerous world of dreams and madness.Later I found that they had put me in prison because of my madness.
After many months they let me free.I had only one wish—to find and kill the monster.
■ 13
婚礼之后我们的大批朋友都来我们家聚会。聚会开始后,我和伊丽莎白向他们道了别并离开度蜜月去了。我们首先乘船旅行,并计划晚上在湖对岸的一家旅馆过夜。群山和湖泊宁静而美丽,我和伊丽莎白终于结合在了一起。我几个月来第一次、也是最后一次享受到了幸福的感觉。
傍晚风刮得更猛了,不久还来了一场大的暴风雨。每一个声响都让我恐惧,我一直把手放在外套下面的枪上。我在每个阴暗处都看到了那个怪物。突然间我意识到这场搏斗对于伊丽莎白来说将会是多么恐怖。我让她上床睡觉而我则决定去寻找那个怪物。我打算在确信怪物不在旅馆及其附近后再回到伊丽莎白身边。
伊丽莎白离开了我,我搜寻了旅馆里的每一个角落——每一个黑暗的门厅和楼梯。我没能找到他,于是便开始希望他并没有随我们到旅馆来。但是突然间我听到了一声可怕的尖叫。
那是从我们的房间里传出来的。
于是我明白过来了——但已经是太晚了。怪物曾许诺要在我的新婚之夜跟着我的,但他并未打算要杀了我。
尖叫声又一次传来,我于是跑到了我们的房间。我为什么没有在当时当地便死去呢?
床上,伊丽莎白静静地躺着,在冰冷中长眠。我把她抱在怀中……并看见了凶手在她脖子上留下的指痕。
旅馆里的其他人听到了尖叫声,他们走进了我们的房间。我让其中的一人去报警。其他人走后,留下我一个人在痛苦中煎熬。我紧紧地搂着伊丽莎白,而我抱着她时看见怪物正透过开着的窗户看着我。他的脸上挂着邪恶的笑容。我从外套中拔出枪朝他开了火。我没有打中,他从窗户处跑开并跳到了湖里。其他人听到了枪声便又来到了那个房间。我将怪物跳湖之处指给他们看。我们在湖边搜寻,但没能找到他。我回到房间里躺到我亲爱的妻子身旁。
突然间我有了另外一个可怕的想法:也许我父亲这时正在同那个怪物打斗并且欧内斯特已死在他的脚边。
我离开旅馆并以尽最快的速度赶回了日内瓦。我父亲和欧内斯特都平安无事,但伊丽莎白死去的噩耗夺去了我父亲的生命。他曾深深地爱着伊丽莎白。他病倒了,几天之后便死在了我的怀里。这样那个邪恶的怪物将不幸和死亡带给了从未伤害过任何人的我那亲爱的老人。
我不知道接下去会发生什么。我想我当时离开了现实的世界而进入了梦幻和疯狂的危险境界。后来我才知道他们当时因为我疯狂而把我送进了监狱。
好几个月之后他们释放了我。我只有一个愿望——找到并杀死那个怪物。
■ 14
I decided to leave Geneva for ever.I took all the money that I needed,and left the town.Before I left,I went to visit the place where William,Elizabeth,and my father lay at rest.I stood there and promised them that I would stay alive until I had killed the monster.
A loud,evil laugh rang out through the silent night.Then I heard the monsters's voice:‘It pleases me that you have decided to live, because that is just what I want.’
I ran towards the voice,but I could not catch the monster.I saw him running away, but he ran faster than any man could go—too fast for me to catch. But I followed him,and I have been following him since that day.I shall stay alive until I can catch him.He wants me to live as long as possible.He wants me to feel,day after day,the pain and misery that he has given me.He leaves messages to tell me where he is.He knows that I shall follow him.
I am only happy when I am asleep.I dream that I am with my family, and Elizabeth and Henry.When I am awake,I look forward to my death, to the day when I shall be with them.
In his last message the monster told me that he was going north.He wanted to take me where the cold would hurt me and make me more miserable.I followed him to the cold lands of the north,and bought dogs and a sledge.Until now, he has always left me further and further behind when I chase him.But the dogs were very fast and I was getting closer and closer to him.Soon he was only one day's journey in front of me.He was going towards the sea, and I hoped to catch him before he reached it.The chase over the ice continued for about three weeks.The pain from the cold was very great,and I began to lose hope.I thought I would never catch him.My dogs could not run much further, and one of them died.Then I saw some-thing on the ice in front of me.It was the monster and his sledge.Suddenly I was full of hope again,and I gave a great shout of happiness.
I got closer and closer to him.Then a great storm started.The ice began to break,and the sea carried him away from me.My sledge was broken,and I lost my dogs.I was left on a piece of ice that was becoming smaller all the time.Many hours went by,and then I saw your ship.The rest you know. I ask you,Captain Walton,to chase the monster and kill him.Do not listen to what he says.He knows how to argue,and perhaps you will feel sorry for him.But remember that he is evil.Remember the deaths of William,Justine,Henry Clerval,Elizabeth,my father…and remember me