The Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck [102]
Sairy said, “You shouldn’ talk like that. We’re proud to help. I ain’t felt so—safe in a long time. People needs—to help.’’
Ma nodded. “They do,’’ she said. She looked long into the old whiskery face, with its bound jaw and silver eyes shining in the candle-light. “He ain’t gonna look natural. We’ll wrop him up.’’
“The ol’ lady took it good.’’
“Why, she’s so old,’’ said Ma, “maybe she don’t even rightly know what happened. Maybe she won’t really know for quite a while. Besides, us folks takes a pride holdin’ in. My pa used to say, ‘Anybody can break down. It takes a man not to.’ We always try to hold in.’’ She folded the quilt neatly about Grampa’s legs and around his shoulders. She brought the corner of the quilt over his head like a cowl and pulled it down over his face. Sairy handed her half-a-dozen big safety pins, and she pinned the quilt neatly and tightly about the long package. And at last she stood up. “It won’t be a bad burying,’’ she said. “We got a preacher to see him in, an’ his folks is all aroun’.’’ Suddenly she swayed a little, and Sairy went to her and steadied her. “It’s sleep—’’ Ma said in a shamed tone. “No, I’m awright. We been so busy gettin’ ready, you see.’’
“Come out in the air,’’ Sairy said.
“Yeah, I’m all done here.’’ Sairy blew out the candle and the two went out.
A bright fire burned in the bottom of the little gulch. And Tom, with sticks and wire, had made supports from which two kettles hung and bubbled furiously, and good steam poured out under the lids. Rose of Sharon knelt on the ground out of range of the burning heat, and she had a long spoon in her hand. She saw Ma come out of the tent, and she stood up and went to her.
“Ma,’’ she said. “I got to ask.’’
“Scared again?’’ Ma asked. “Why, you can’t get through nine months without sorrow.’’
“But will it—hurt the baby?’’
Ma said, “They used to be a sayin’, ‘A chile born outa sorrow’ll be a happy chile.’ Isn’t that so, Mis’ Wilson?’’
“I heard it like that,’’ said Sairy. “An’ I heard the other: ‘Born outa too much joy’ll be a doleful boy.’ ’’
“I’m all jumpy inside,’’ said Rose of Sharon.
“Well, we ain’t none of us jumpin’ for fun,’’ said Ma. “You jes’ keep watchin’ the pots.’’
On the edge of the ring of firelight the men had gathered. For tools they had a shovel and a mattock. Pa marked out the ground—eight feet long and three feet wide. The work went on in relays. Pa chopped the earth with the mattock and then Uncle John shoveled it out. Al chopped and Tom shoveled, Noah chopped and Connie shoveled. And the hole drove down, for the work never diminished in speed. The shovels of dirt flew out of the hole in quick spurts. When Tom was shoulder deep in the rectangular pit, he said, “How deep, Pa?’’
“Good an’ deep. A couple feet more. You get out now, Tom, and get that paper wrote.’’
Tom boosted himself out of the hole and Noah took his place. Tom went to Ma, where she tended the fire. “We got any paper an’ pen, Ma?’’
Ma shook her head slowly, “No-o. That’s one thing we didn’ bring.’’ She looked toward Sairy. And the little woman walked quickly to her tent. She brought back a Bible and a half pencil. “Here,’’ she said. “They’s a clear page in front. Use that an’ tear it out.’’ She handed book and pencil to Tom.
Tom sat down in the firelight. He squinted his eyes in concentration, and at last wrote slowly and carefully on the end paper in big clear letters: “This here is William James Joad, dyed of a stroke, old old man. His fokes bured him becaws they got no money to pay for funerls. Nobody kilt him. Jus a stroke an he dyed.’’ He stopped. “Ma, listen to this here.’’ He read it slowly to her.
“Why, that soun’s nice,’’ she said. “Can’t you stick on somepin from Scripture so it’ll be religious? Open up an’ git a-sayin’ somepin outa Scripture.’’
“Got to be short,’’ said Tom. “I ain’t got much room lef’ on the page.