The Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck [230]
Tom got up. “Sh!’’ he said. “You’re gonna get folks in here.’’
“I don’ care. I’ll have a freak! I didn’ dance no hug-dance.’’
He went near to her. “Be quiet.’’
“You get away from me. It ain’t the first fella you killed, neither.’’ Her face was growing red with hysteria. Her words blurred. “I don’ wanta look at you.’’ She covered her head with her blanket.
Tom heard the choked, smothered cries. He bit his lower lip and studied the floor. And then he went to Pa’s bed. Under the edge of the mattress the rifle lay, a lever-action Winchester .38, long and heavy. Tom picked it up and dropped the lever to see that a cartridge was in the chamber. He tested the hammer on half-cock. And then he went back to his mattress. He laid the rifle on the floor beside him, stock up and barrel pointing down. Rose of Sharon’s voice thinned to a whimper. Tom lay down again and covered himself, covered his bruised cheek with the blanket and made a little tunnel to breathe through. He sighed, “Jesus, oh, Jesus!’’
Outside, a group of cars went by, and voices sounded.
“How many men?’’
“Jes’ us—three. Whatcha payin’?’’
“You go to house twenty-five. Number’s right on the door.’’
“O.K., mister. Whatcha payin’?’’
“Two and a half cents.’’
“Why, goddamn it, a man can’t make his dinner!’’
“That’s what we’re payin’. There’s two hundred men coming from the South that’ll be glad to get it.’’
“But, Jesus, mister!’’
“Go on now. Either take it or go on along. I got no time to argue.’’
“But——’’
“Look. I didn’ set the price. I’m just checking you in. If you want it, take it. If you don’t, turn right around and go along.’’
“Twenty-five, you say?’’
“Yes, twenty-five.’’
Tom dozed on his mattress. A stealthy sound in the room awakened him. His hand crept to the rifle and tightened on the grip. He drew back the covers from his face. Rose of Sharon was standing beside his mattress.
“What you want?’’ Tom demanded.
“You sleep,’’ she said. “You jus’ sleep off. I’ll watch the door. They won’t nobody get in.’’
He studied her face for a moment. “O.K.,” he said, and he covered his face with the blanket again.
In the beginning dusk Ma came back to the house. She paused on the doorstep and knocked and said, “It’s me,’’ so that Tom would not be worried. She opened the door and entered, carrying a bag. Tom awakened and sat up on his mattress. His wound had dried and tightened so that the unbroken skin was shiny. His left eye was drawn nearly shut. “Any-body come while we was gone?’’ Ma asked.
“No,’’ he said. “Nobody. I see they dropped the price.’’
“How’d you know?’’
“I heard folks talkin’ outside.’’
Rose of Sharon looked dully up at Ma.
Tom pointed at her with his thumb. “She raised hell, Ma. Thinks all the trouble is aimed right smack at her. If I’m gonna get her upset like that I oughta go ’long.’’
Ma turned on Rose of Sharon. “What you doin’?’’
The girl said resentfully, “How’m I gonna have a nice baby with stuff like this?’’
Ma said, “Hush! You hush now. I know how you’re a-feelin’, an’ I know you can’t he’p it, but you jus’ keep your mouth shut.’’
She turned back to Tom. “Don’t pay her no mind, Tom. It’s awful hard, an’ I ’member how it is. Ever’thing is a-shootin’ right at you when you’re gonna have a baby, an’ ever’thing anybody says is a insult, an’ ever’thing’s against you. Don’t pay no mind. She can’t he’p it. It’s jus’ the way she feels.’’
“I don’ wanta hurt her.’’
“Hush! Jus’ don’ talk.’’ She set her bag down on the cold stove. “Didn’ hardly make nothin’,’’ she said. “I tol’ you, we’re gonna get outa here. Tom, try an’ wrassle me some wood. No—you can’t. Here, we got on’y this one box lef’. Break it up. I tol’ the other fellas to pick up some sticks on the way back. Gonna have mush an’ a little sugar on.’’
Tom got up and stamped the last box to small pieces. Ma carefully built her fire in one end of the stove, conserving the flame under one stove hole. She filled a kettle with water and put it over the flame. The kettle rattled over the direct fire, rattled and wheezed.
“How was it pickin