All the King's Men - Robert Penn Warren [235]
But the Boss was not watching his departure. He was staring moodily down at the bare top of his desk. After a moment he said, “Shut the door.” I got up and shut it.
I did not sit back down, but stood in the open space between the desk and the door, waiting for him to say whatever it was he was going to say. Whatever it was, he didn’t say it. He merely looked up at me with a look that was innocent and questioning, and asked, “Well?”
I do not know what it was he wanted me to say or what he expected me to say. Since that time I have thought a good deal about that. That was the time for me to say whatever it was I was ever going to have to say to Willie Stark, who had been Cousin Willie from the country and who was now the Boss. But I did not say it. I shrugged my shoulders, and said, “Well, it doesn’t matter if you kick Tiny around some more. He is built for it. But Larson is a different kind of cooky.”
He continued to look at me and seemed about to say something, but the question faded off his face. Then he said, “You got to start somewhere.”
“Start what?”
He studied me a moment before he said, “Skip it.”
I went on back to my own office. That was how that day started. I got to work on a last review of the subsidiary figures for the tax bill. Swinton, who was handling the thing through the Senate, had wanted them Saturday, but I had been running behind on my homework. I had had that date to meet Swinton and the Boss Saturday evening, but things had not fallen out that way. Later in the morning I ran into a kink. I went out into the big room and started for the Boss’s door. The girl out there said that he had gone across to Sadie Burke’s office. The door there was closed. I hung around a few minutes in the big room, waiting for the Boss to come out, but the door stayed closed. Once I could hear a voice raised beyond the door, but then it dropped.
The ringing of my own telephone bell took me back into my office. It was Swinton saying what the hell, why didn’t I get the figures down to him. So I got my papers together and went down to see Swinton and give him the stuff. I was with him about forty minutes. When I came back up to the office, the Boss was gone. “He’s gone to the hospital,” the girl said. “He’ll be back this afternoon.”
I looked over toward Sadie’s door, thinking maybe she could help me and Swinton. The girl caught my glance. “Miss Burke,” she said, “she’s gone too.”
“Where did she go?”
“I don’t know,” the girl replied, “but I can tell you this, Mr. Burden, wherever it is she sure must already be there the way she tore out of here.” Then she smiled with that knowing snotty little secret way the hired help always uses to make you think they know more than they are telling, and reached up a nice rounded little red-nailed white hand to tuck in a stray back lock of really beautiful corn-colored hair. Having tucked in the lock, with a motion which raised her breast for Mr. Burden’s inspection, she added “And wherever it is she’s gone they probably won’t like her getting there, to judge from the look on her face when she left.” The she smiled sweetly to show how happy any place would be to have her arrive there.
I went back into my office and gave some letters until lunch. I had a sandwich down in the basement cafeteria of the Capitol, where eating was like eating in a jolly, sanitary, well-run, marble-glistening morgue. I ran into Swinton, jawed some with him, and went, at his suggestion, up to the Senate when it reconvened after lunch. About four o’clock a page came up to me and handed me a slip of paper. It was a message from upstairs. It read: “Miss Stanton telephones to ask you to come right away to her apartment. It is urgent.”
I crumpled up the slip, threw it down, and headed up tom my office for my coat and hat. I told them in the office to notify Miss Stanton I was on my way. When I got outdoors I discovered that it had begun to rain. The clean, pale sunlight of the morning was gone now.
Anne answered my knock so quickly that I figured she must have been standing by the door. But when the door flung open, I might not have recognized, at the first glance, the face I saw there unless I had known it to be Anne Stanton