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’d be all knees and sharp elbows and little short laughs and giggles and serpentine evasions and strategy worthy of a jujitsu expert when I tried to capture her for a kiss. It was remarkable then how that little seat of the roadster gave as much room for deployment and maneuver as the classic plains of Flanders and how a creature who could lie in your clutch as lissome as willow and soft as silk and cuddly as a kitten could suddenly develop that appalling number of cunning, needle-point elbows and astute knees. While beyond the elbows and knees and sharp fingers, the eyes gleamed in the moonlight, or starlight, through the hair that had worked down loose, and the parted lips emitted the little bursts of breathless laughter, between the chanted words–“I don’t–love–Jackie-Boy–nobody loves Jackie-Bird–I don’t–love–Jackie-Boy–nobody loves–Jackie-Bird–” Till she would collapse laughing and exhausted into my arms and take her kiss and sigh and whisper, “I love Jackie-Boy,” and rub a finger lightly over my face, and repeat, “I love Jackie-Boy–even with his ugly nose!” Then she would give the nose a sound tweak. And I would fondle that hooked, askew, cartilaginous monstrosity, pretending great pain but proud as Punch of the thing simply because she had put her fingers on it.

You never could tell whether it was going to be the long kiss or the furious swirl of elbows and giggles. And it didn’t matter much, for it always came to the same thing in the end, for she would lean back with her head on my shoulder and look up at the sky. Between kisses we might not talk at all, or I might quote her poetry–for in those days I used to read some of it and thought I liked it–or we would talk about what we would do after we were married. I had never proposed to her. We simply assumed that we were going to be married and be together always in a world composed of sunlit beaches and moonlit pines by the sea and trips to Europe (where neither of us had ever been) and a house in an oak grove and the leather cushions of a roadster and somewhere a handful of delightful children who remained very vague in my imagination though very vivid in hers, and whose names, in moments when other topics of conversation failed, we would decide on with great debate and solemnity. All of them would have to have Stanton for a middle name. And one of the boys would be named Joel Stanton for the Governor. Of course, the oldest would be named Jack, for me. “Because you are the oldest thing in the world, Jackie-Boy,” Anne would say. “The oldest will be named Jackie for you, because you are the oldest thing in the world, you are older than the ocean, you are older than the sky, you are older than the ground, you are older than the trees, and I always loved you and I always pulled your nose because you are an old, old mess, Jackie-Boy, Jackie-Bird, and I love you.” So she would pull my nose.

Only once, toward the end of the summer, did she ask me what I was going to do for a living. Lying quietly on my arm, after a long silence, she suddenly said, “Jack, what are you going to do?”

I didn’t know what the hell she was taking about. So I said, “What am I going to do? I am going to blow in your ear.” And did it.

“What are you going to do? Do for a living? she asked, again.

“Going to blow in your ear for a living,” I said.

She didn’t smile. “I mean it,” she said.

I didn’t answer for a minute. Then I said, “I’ve been thinking I might study law.”

She was quiet for a little, then said, “You just thought of that this minute. You just said it.”

I had just said it. The subject of my future, as a matter of fact, was one on which I had never cared to dwell. I simply didn’t care. I would think that I’d get a job, any kind of a job, and do it and collect my pay and spend the pay and go back to the job on Monday morning, and that would be all. I had no ambitions. But I couldn’t sit there and say to Anne, “Oh, I’ll just get some kind of job.” I had to give the impression of being farsighted and purposeful and competent.

I had played hell giving that impression.

She had seen right through me, like a piece of glass, and there wasn