All the King's Men - Robert Penn Warren [140]
He stood there staring heavily, uncomprehendingly into her face, then put one hand out to touch her, like a bear touching something with a clumsy exploratory paw, and said, through dry lips, “He’s–he’s going to be all right, Lucy. He’s all right.”
She shook her head. “No,” she said, “he’s not all right.”
“The doctor–” he took a lurching step toward her–“the doctor said–”
“No, he’s not all right,” she repeated. “And won’t be. Unless you make him.”
The blood suddenly flushed heavily into his cheeks. “Now look here, if you mean stopping football–if you–” That was an old story between them.
“Oh, it’s not just football. That’s bad enough, thinking he’s a hero, that there’s nothing else in the world–but it’s everything that goes with it–he’s wild and selfish and idle and–”
“No boy of mine’s going to be a sissy, now. That’s what you want!”
“I would rather see him dead at my feet than what your vanity will make him.”
“Don’t be a fool!”
“You will ruin him.” Her voice was quiet and even.
“Hell, let him be a man. I never had any fun growing up. Let him have some fun! I want him to have some fun. I used to see people having fun and never had any. I want him to–”
“You will ruin him," she said, with her voice as quiet and even as doom.
“God damn it!–look here–” he began, but by that time I had sneaked out the door and had closed it softly behind me.
But Tom’s accident wasn’t all that happened that winter.
There was Anne Stanton’s project of getting state money for the Children’s Home. She got a good handout, and was pleased as punch with herself. She claimed she was about to get a two-year grant, which was badly needed, she said, and was probably right, for the springs of private charity had nigh dried up about 1929 and weren’t running more than a trickle even seven years or so later.
There were stirrings down in the Fourth District, where MacMurfee still had things by the short ones. His representative got up in Congress in Washington, which was far off but not as far off as the moon, and aired his views about the Boss and made headlines over the country; so the Boss bought himself a big wad of radio time and aired his views of Congressman Petit and treated the nation to a detailed biography, in several installments, of Congressman Petit, who, it developed from the work of the Boss’s research department, had thrown a grenade in a glass house. The Boss didn’t answer anything Petit had said, he simply took care of the sayer. The Boss knew all about the so-called fallacy of the argumentum ad hominem. “It may be a fallacy,” he said, “but it is shore-God useful. If you use the right kind of argumentum you can always scare the hominem into a laundry bill he didn’t expect.”
Petit didn’t come off too well, but you had to hand it to MacMurfee, he never quit trying. Tiny Duffy didn’t quit trying, either. He was hell-bent on selling the Boss on the idea of throwing the basic contract for the hospital to Gummy Larson, who was a power in the Fourth District and would no doubt persuade MacMurfee, or, to speak more plainly, would sell him out. The Boss would listen to Tiny about as attentively as you listen to rain on the roof, and say, “Sure, Tiny, sure, we’ll talk about it some time,” or, “God dam it, Tiny, change your record.” Or he may say nothing in reply, but would look at Tiny in a massive, deep-eyed, detached, calculating was, as though he were measuring him for something, and not say a word, till Tiny’s voice would trail off into silence so absolute you could hear both men’s breathing, Tiny’s breath sibilant, quick, and shallow for all his bulk, the Boss’s steady and deep.
The Boss, meanwhile, was making that hospital his chief waking thought. He took trips up East to see all the finest, biggest ones, the Massachusetts General, the Presbyterian in New York, the Philadelphia General, and a lot more. “By God,” he would say, “I don’t care hoe fine they are, mine’s gonna be bigger, and any poor bugger in this state can go there and get the best there is and not cost him a dime.” When he was off on his trips he spent his time with doctors and architects and hospital superintendents, and never a torch singer or bookmaker. And when he was back home, his office was nothing but a pile of blueprints and notebooks full of his scribbling and books on architecture and heating systems and dietetics and hospital management. You would come in, and he would look up at you and begin talking right in the middle of a beat, as though you had been there all the time,