A Clockwork Orange - Burgess, Anthony [66]
“There’s only one veshch I require,” I creeched out, “and that’s to be normal and healthy as I was in the starry days, having my malenky bit of fun with real droogs and not those who just call themselves that and are really more like traitors. Can you do that, eh? Can any veck restore me to what I was? That’s what I want and that’s what I want to know.” Kashl kashl kashl, coughed this Z. Dolin. “A martyr to the cause of Liberty.” he said. “You have your part to play and don’t forget it. Meanwhile, we shall look after you.” And he began to stroke my left rooker as if I was like an idiot, grinning in a bezoomny way. I creeched:
“Stop treating me like a thing that’s like got to be just used. I’m not an idiot you can impose on, you stupid bratchnies. Ordinary prestoopnicks are stupid, but I’m not ordinary and nor am I dim. Do you slooshy?”
“Dim,” said F. Alexander, like musing. “Dim. That was a name somewhere. Dim.”
“Eh?” I said. “What’s Dim got to do with it? What do you know about Dim?” And then I said: “Oh, Bog help us.” I didn’t like the look in F. Alexander’s glazzies. I made for the door, wanting to go upstairs and get my platties and then itty off.
“I could almost believe,” said F. Alexander, showing his stained zoobies, his glazzies mad. “But such things are impossible. For, by Christ, if he were I’d tear him. I’d split him, by God, yes yes, so I would.”
“There,” said D. B. da Silva, stroking his chest like he was a doggie to calm him down. “It’s all in the past. It was other people altogether. We must help this poor victim. That’s what we must do now, remembering the Future and our Cause.”
“I’ll just get my platties,” I said, at the stair-foot, “that is to say clothes, and then I’ll be ittying off all on my oddy knocky. I mean, my gratitude for all, but I have my own jeezny to live.” Because, brothers, I wanted to get out of here real skorry. But Z. Dolin said:
“Ah, no. We have you, friend, and we keep you. You come with us. Everything will be all right, you’ll see.” And he came up to me like to grab hold of my rooker again. Then, brothers, I thought of fight, but thinking of fight made me like want to collapse and sick, so I just stood. And then I saw this like madness in F. Alexander’s glazzies and said: “Whatever you say. I am in your rookers. But let’s get it started and all over, brothers.” Because what I wanted now was to get out of this mesto called HOME. I was beginning not to like the look of the glazzies of F. Alexander one malenky bit.
“Good,” said this Rubinstein. “Get dressed and let’s get started.”
“Dim dim dim,” F. Alexander kept saying in a like low mutter. “What or who was this Dim?” I ittied upstairs real skorry and dressed in near two seconds flat. Then I was out with these three and into an auto, Rubinstein one side of me and Z. Dolin coughing kashl kashl kashl the other side. D. B. da Silva doing the driving, into the town and to a flatblock not really all that distant from what had used to be my own flatblock or home. “Come, boy, out,” said Z. Dolin, coughing to make the cancer-end in his rot glow red like some malenky furnace. “This is where you shall be installed.” So we ittied in, and there was like another of these Dignity of Labour vesh-ches on the wall of the vestibule, and we upped in the lift, brothers, and then went into a flat like all the flats of all the flatblocks of the town. Very very malenky, with two bedrooms and one live-eat-work-room, the table of this all covered with books and papers and ink and bottles and all that cal. “Here is your new home,” said D. B. da Silva. “Settle here, boy. Food is in the food-cupboard. Pyjamas are in a drawer. Rest, rest, perturbed spirit.”
“Eh?” I said, not quite ponying that.
“All right,” said Rubinstein, with his starry